2007

Almost four months since my last post. I hadn't planned continue writing here. Four months and my heart still aches. Not in the same way and not all the time. The emptyness is worst I think. It's so fucking empty around me, in so many ways.

2007 will be better. It has to be.

What to come

I felt blue and alone then, and I had absolutely no idea of what to come. If I had new that things would come to an end I wouldn't have been surprised. But the rest...oh my. Things were bad a lot. Things were good too. Last month and a half was chaos. There is a person that likes me a lot, maybe loves me, but wont see me because of how things are. Devestation. Never expected that one.

Blue and alone

I feel so blue and alone
You had fire in your eyes
And magic was in your touch...

Not quite like the rest of the song, but I felt kind of lonely and kind of blue when I got on the train yesterday. Funny feeling.

Time for an update

Updating this thing isn't my strongest side. I don't know if anyone really reads this. Well T., maybe you? Anyone else? So I try to concentrate on the Swedish one. Anyway what's happening in my life? Not much really. Still at the Department of Teachers Training (the English name sounds so silly). It's going pretty well, but it's so much one should think of to become that great teacher you want to be. I've been dating too. Not much though. Time, money and distance. Complicated stuff, but oh so nice too! Warm naked skin. Kissing. Ah. I've planned two concerts so far: Lisa Ekdahl and then The Cardigans. I'm hoping for some company to Kaizers Orchestra too, but I don't know... A lot of nice new music in my stereo too, and it's lovely! Right now I have to make myself a late dinner, and then I'm going to do something useful for an hour before enjoying Six Feet Under on TV.

Happy new year!

I'm gonna have dinner with my brother and then spend this winter evening alone with the cat. Kind of boring maybe, but really nice and calm in one way. Haven't been all by myself like that for the last week and a half or something. Have been working this week too, and it took a lot of energy. Especially yesterday since it was snowstorm...

I hope your evening and the year to come will be a really good one!


Sandra

This years harvest

R.E.M., Globen 31/1
Anna Ternheim, Katalin 9/2
Elin Sigvardsson , Södra Teatern 10/3
Ane Brun, Katalin 15/3
Profesora, Jens Lekman, Ane brun, Popaganda 27-28/5
Anna Ternheim, Moneybrother, The Ark, Uppsala Outdoor 18/6
Anna Ternheim, The Ark, Lars Winnerbäck & Hovet, Gatufesten 7/7
Lars Winnerbäck & Hovet + Mikael Wihe, Skansen 11/8
Jenny Wilson + Bishop Allen, Kalmar nation 16/9
Frida Hyvönen + David Sandström, Katalin 11/10
Tomas Andersson Wij, Göta Lejon 25/10
Hello Saferide, Kalmar nation 28/10
Deportees, Hello Saferide, Anna Ternheim, Access All Areas 9/11
Fugees, Hovet 3/12

And I'm considering one more Frida Hyvönen plus Ed Harcourt. Don't know about the price for the first one and tickets plus company for the second.

(Oh my god, I don't even want to think about how much money all those gigs are. Ok, it may not seem a lot to you but gigs are mostly quite expensive and I'm poor.)

My mission

Yesterday two more women became fans of the lovely Ani DiFranco.
Thanks to me.