What to come

I felt blue and alone then, and I had absolutely no idea of what to come. If I had new that things would come to an end I wouldn't have been surprised. But the rest...oh my. Things were bad a lot. Things were good too. Last month and a half was chaos. There is a person that likes me a lot, maybe loves me, but wont see me because of how things are. Devestation. Never expected that one.